After three and a half months of planning the day has finally arrived. As I sit and try to anticipate all of the things that I have undoubtably forgotten, and put the finishing touches on my wedding vows, it amazes me how fast that time has gone by. I have been looking forward to this day for so long. I must have been asked a dozen or so times today if I was nervous. There was a part of me at one time that was a little nervous to enter into marriage again. The fact that we are not married living together with a child together doesn't really bother me, and there always is the old saying that don't fix what isn't broken. However, in the last few days I have really come to realize how lucky I am, and that our pasts are definitely no indication of our future. Him and I are both so intensely in this relationship. More so then any other relationship we have had in the past. We have spent hours over the last couple weeks talking about this being the last important step in our relationship that will bring us into the old ages of our lives.
I am looking forward to tomorrow being all over so that we can close this chapter and move on the next...the next being continuing to grow and develop our beautiful family! So I again I walk down the aisle, but this time with a much more indefinite feeling. There is not one single part of my being that could not imagine not being Gary's wife for the next 60 years!
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